At school enjoying some coffee in the computer lab. I feel so completely distant from everyone around me. Do you ever feel like you are from another planet? When I walk these halls I feel like I am from another dimension I am so far from these people. I ate dinner tonight with this girl from my gay and lesbian lit class. This girl is fucking crazy! Whispers a lot and mumbles to herself...cool! I think I like her, we talked about not feeling like a part of the bullshit Stockton "community." She also talked about not feeling the need to be social or to drink. Too bad she is engaged and made this huge deal out of making sure I knew she was straight. Uh whatever. She didn't make me want to break a brick over her head so she is okay in my book I guess.

This girl just walked by with an American flag on her turtleneck. I think I'm gonna go throw up.